new look

This picture is drawn by rachel! of my new hair. haha. cool man.

Going back to river valley tomorrow. Its a bittersweet feeling. like how all of us have been thrust into the alien world of jc and poly. It definitely has not been easy.



















This is a normal picture of me sleeping in class. terribly unglam, i know. But what to do, i just don't get it.
I bet you've never seen me like this in river valley, casue mainly the plastic chairs were rickety and the tables so old that i would never have dared to put my head on it and sleep.

Many people feel that river valley protects us from the perils and dangers too much, and that we are kept in some protective bubble away from the dangers of society. I felt the same way too back then. But looking back, i am thankful (:


Cant wait to kick ball with them. pity star player waludin is in australia.

the countdown

our promotional exams are coming. o let us rejoice.





I need a new haircut.

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world.
-chasing cars
snow patrol.


im in an emo mood man. cannot take it.

mutation

everybody's mugging.
where is the slack.
scary. really scary.


school was really blah today. such monotony. had lessons till four plus then went home. haha.

a bright spark!!!!: i have soccer competition on the 2nd of september. haha exciting exciting. i remember the various soccer competitions i ahve taken part in with norton.
1st: I remember the clementi district compettion. We represented river valley high school. we got second, losing on penalties. sob sob sob. i missed my pehalty, hitting 2 posts. oh my. tang-tang and we were out.

2nd: pandan gardens street soccer competition. lost. totally got owned. our goal difference over 3 matches was like -10. oh my tian.


3rd: NUS futsal open competition. i remember we played against bbig huge boys with rippling muscles. NUS soccer team even. But, played four lost 2 draw 1 win 1 i think. not bad rite. hahaha.


so. champions, here we come!









SO ANYWAY: here's my resolution
I know i made the same one last year but,
I promise to study so hard that i will not have enough time to think about girls.
yeah right.

o happy day!

actually no that was to mislead you. My life is kinda boring. I haven't really felt absolutely elated in months now, where i would wake up and thinking about school i would smile. I actually felt that way in sec 4 where i could see 4i and then at njc in the first three months. of course you might argue that i was absent from class most of the time at njc 06s13 but surely, i digress (:

But the thing is, im actually dreading school now. as the days past and we're continuing our freefall towards 26th september where the gates of hell will open, legions of demons armed with stacks of paper will descend upon us, sowing terror and fear into the lands of Hwachong (and pretty much any jc around singapore) until all thats left of the students are smouldering wrecks and defeated souls. This event of catastrophic proportions is also affectionately known as "promotional end of year exams", "promos", "end of years" and "doom".
Oh well, life wasn't meant to be a bed of roses.
Life is passing me by. seriously. in a blink of an eye. and here i am blogging while half of hwachong is doing their tutorials while the other half is revising that tutorial.
It seems very philosophical to tell myself (and you) that life isn't about mugging and studying and the never ending paper chase; and that we should actually stop, relac and smell the roses. oh please.
but at the same time, i'm lost for my subjects, especially chem and physics. ESPECIALLY physics. oh my god man physics. I cannot take it.

decadence

been reading the class blogs and personal blogs of the current rv-ians. Those juveniles. bunch of bengs. Was i like that when i was young, i wonder. I sincerely hope not.

It's audrey's birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY yah? try to grow a few cm.

i am seriously dying of overwork. pw, physics, economics ilp, and math lecture test. I am seriously dying. added to the fact that promos are in 6 weeks including today. oh my tian. cannot take it le lah.
stress is a really scary thing. I see all my classmates all like piaing their homework now. Now its not " You got do or not?". rather its " how much have you done?"
physics is getting scarier and scarier. I open the physics notes and its totally greek to me. *_* when i haven't even gotten half of gravitation, they change it to electricity. cannot take it. I NEED LLM. hahahahaha lee lee mui.Im sure everyone in 4i needs her lah

Sian im gonna research on how sportswear is a monopoly.

oh athena

Went to school for national day celebs.

Had this inter-faculty musical, where each faculty had to stage some musical.

Artemis owned lah. Let by Ng yichun, it was really hilarious. hahah Then got lots of people perform. hahahha.

Athena. my beloved GREENathena bombed. oh well. We just didn't have the talent. Like so sian. laming around. sigh.

Was SUPPOSED to have some kinda class outing after national day celebs. yeah well. supposed. Athena was SUPPOSED to win this anyway. haha.
Really can get quite frustrating. Its like when you ask them then they all "ok lor ok lor". Then in the end... super sian lah.

bought shawn's wallet. This uber-cool white wallet that i had been eyeing for some time at this punk shop called revoltage. this black pink themed shop. i shall carry it around school and pretend its mine.

Then after that i went to join scouts to chase the ball at ec ssc. fun fun fun. I really miss those guys. sometimes i regret not staying at njc cause most of them at njc. haha. imagine tian tian kick. will lose weight leh. haha.

KENN HAS A CAR. oh my tian.

Pure and honest

Yeap that's the logo for my primary school. Wearing the yellow and blue of faifield, i still remember singing the school song every evening for the 7th to 12th years of my life. I remember the principal told us "once a fairsian, always a fairsian". Oh well.

I wrote an email asking the school to grant me an interview with the school teachers. For more leverage i included in the fact that i was an ex-student and how their help would benefit our pw project. Oh well that was 5 days ago and still no word.

Alot of times i wish i was back in primary school. It was a time when i really should have held on to. A time when nothing mattered. Now, everything i do has to be accouunted for and that really takes the zest out of my already flat boring life.

What happened? i don't know. Spiderman said" with great power comes great responsibility" I feel the responsibility but i for SURE don't feel the power.

Sian. I sound whiny again.

You know in comics and dramas there is always this proverbial good guy? He is the one that patiently waits for his love to leave the flashy playboy and return to his lovng arms. He is the one with no home, a drunkard for a father and a whore for a mother yet still provides for them with no aim of reward. He can give up everything for his country. He is rugged, tanned and muscular, with macho hair and might know certain kungfu skills. Of course the producers of the show will ensure he dies in the middle of the show but surely i digress.

The point is, if such a hypothetical person would to emerge in my life, i would hate him. See people like him make snobs like me look bad.
im not a nice person. And when things don't go my way, i turn ugly. I whine, i scream and its not a pleasant sight. i bitch about so many things in my life whether its my fault or not.


On a more pleasant note, i have attepmted to complete the arene's tutorial.


Oh ya, Happy birthday XINWEI!

kinky

to khoo: eom is evaluation of materials.

bored. my mom is watching glass flower, which apparently is some really touching korean drama. Cause my mom is starting to resemble a water fountain.oh well. The lead is kinda cute.

Just cut my hair. kinda regret cause the fringe a bit screwed up. But aiya mus save money. Shen qian da ji hua. save for those lovely pair of nike sneakers and prepare to annihilate those who buy it wear it to school.

Tml got training! haha very fun cause can exercise. becoming really fat. going into taf le.


Anyway. cheer up rachel. everything will be alrite (: